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yes..ateh has started her blogshop
sweet-lovender.blogspot.com
quite fancy tudung/selendang/brooches

mmm all the best~ :)

al fatihah...

tok passed away yesterday,17/8 (already 1.55am 18/8) around 7pm

inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun...

Str@wb3rrY

Yeps...just finished uploading the title background [few hours ago] after so many attempts to fit on the right size..cute n de-li-ci-ous arent they? strawberries ~
i'm not a huge fan of strawberry-flavour stuffs.is just that its shape seldom the heart shape really caught my eyes n certain pictures are too pretty haha
yes,i like pretty,cute,fancy little 'creation' :D
mmm how i wish i could plant strawberries and eat it straight away..maybe perhaps 1 day insyaAllah~
plus after ages and now starting to write again here [cuz i have little shard of time but due to the holiday and after kos assgnmnt wanted a blog,which i already have but inactive],i couldnt stop listening to the song..from inuyasha-4 seasons..really makes me feel delighted
anyway its 3.30am now..better hit the pillow or i'll loose my 'fresh' look
hahaha

FrOggy~~

[made this due to KoS subject]
xD

I used to have an ' obsession' over frogs.It's not like I love the actual frogs,but I love those fancy cute cartoons or drawing of frogs like keroppi..if you ever heard of it.
My dad used to tell me that when i was small;a toddler, I was saying something like 'Atak tengok tatak' at my mom's orchids garden I supposed.So maybe that's where it begun..

Eventhough some frogs are small and pretty but they are...poisonous..you know where some movies or commercial always use the term 'cute and deadly'..i supposed they took it from the frogs..

Most of the really small colourful frogs are poisonous in the wild. But these frogs tend to lose a lot, if not all, of their toxicity when bred in captivity (even if they were originally caught in the wild!). This is largely due to the lack of variety that these critters would normally be getting in their diet in the wild.

A huge amount of their toxicity is because of an ant that they eat in the wild which no sane pet owner gives them in captivity.
Despite it's label as the most poisonous of frogs, even the bright yellow p. terriblis isn't so poisonous that a human could die by just touching it in the wild.
The poison cannot permeate our skin.

If, on the other hand, there is a cut on the skin, however, before you have time to say 'oops that frog is poisonous' you're a goner, at least in the case of p. terriblis!
Same goes for if you forget after playing with this pretty frog and accidentally put your hand in your mouth!
Some tribes in rainforests dip their arrows in frog poison to make them deadly weapons. That's probably where "poison dart frogs" got their common name...

Not all the colorful frogs are poisonous.
Some imitate the poisonous ones with colour, and apparently the warning is enough to protect them from potential predators.

Just the gist about the most poisonous frog..if you ever wonder about it~



The Phyllobate Terribilis is the most poisonous frog in the world. It has enough toxin to kill up to 10 humans,or even 20,000 mice! This frog is considered the most poisonous animal in the world. If you were to take poison from this frog, equal to the size of the period at the end of this sentence, it would be enough to kill a full grown human. This frog is aggresive, yet does very well with other Terribilis' in captivity. For the most part, this frog is for more experienced people in the hobby.



have you ever think of this??

>>>How long can a frog lives?

• It turns out that very little is known at all about the natural lifespan of frogs. Partially, this is because it's pretty hard to track a frog all its life! (I guess they havent figured out a good way to put little tiny collars around their necks!)

• However,some records show that in captivity, many species of frogs and toads can live for surprisingly long times. They seem generally average somewhere between 4 and 15 years!

• The longest lifespan entered was a European Common Toad (Bufo bufo ssp.) at 40 years!!!!!

>>>Do frogs have teeth?

• Actually, yes!

• Most frogs do in fact have teeth of a sort.

• They have a ridge of very small cone teeth around the upper edge of the jaw. These are called Maxillary Teeth.

• Frogs often also have what are called Vomerine Teeth on the roof of their mouth.

• They don't have anything that could be called teeth on their lower jaw, so they usually swallow their food whole. The so-called "teeth" are mainly used to hold the prey and keep it in place till they can get a good grip on it and squash their eyeballs down to swallow their meal.

• Toads, however, do NOT have any teeth.

<<<Still Luvin' it!!!

cinta Allah

yeps,quite a long time ddnt write anything..dont feel like to.maybe...soon xD

*reminder to myself

n those single girls out there dont worry n be happy~ hhaha ;)

p/s:thank u amal

Ya ALLAH,

jika aku jatuh cinta,

cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-MU,

agar dapat menambahkan lagi kekuatanku

untuk mencintai-MU.

Ya ALLAH,

jika aku jatuh cinta,jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-MU.

Ya ALLAH,

jika aku jatuh cinta,

izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-MUagar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang semu

Ya ALLAH,

jika aku jatuh cintajagalah hatiku padanyaagar tidak berpaling dari-MU

Ya ALLAH,

sesungguhnya aku bermohon pada-MU untuk selalu mencintai-MU

WARKAH ADAM UNTUK HAWA

HAWA, andai engkau masih belum dimiliki,

usahlah kau mencari-cari,

berpeganglah pada janji ALLAH,

perempuan yg baik dicipta untuk lelaki yg baik

Andainya ditakdirkan tiada cinta Adam untukmu,

cukuplah sekadar cinta ALLAH dan cinta ibu-bapa menemani hidupmu kerana mungkin jodohmu bukan di dunia,

tp di akhirat sana.

:DD

u know y?

Oh my gooooooooood!i dunno how to describe what I feel right now,soooooooo heavy,,sort of wanna cry,but it won’t come out!!u know y?

Earlier,when I just reached my ‘house’ a.k.a hostel a.k.a my room,,[aftr the mpw m’sian studies exam haha] I received msg from dibah,she said she’s at my house nw,in mesaieed,,so I was like smiling and replied to her, “haha,so far u went”..then she was like,, “ur mom invited us to hv lunch at ur house”,yea that’s y I was wondering,,hmm 5+pm,must be 12+noon something there,,then she said she wanna sent pixies through mms,,so I said okay,,then when I received the pixies,,o-m-g……I dunno what to say,not crying,not feeling tense,but I dunno,,,,u know y?cuz she sent pics of my room,the picture of the lunch..i saw my dad n the house’s hall,,glimpse of my mom at the kitchen n lastly my mom with her mom sitting at the sofa,,,it brings a lot of memories…..gosh,,,,how I wished I wanna go there back!so saddd~the images still lingered in my mind,,,I don’t think I’ll go back there again,either to see them or visited my friends,just hv to wait for my parents come back for eid this October..but my oh my,,,it brings back the reminiscences when we used to do that and dibah n family or even other m’sian will drop by..helping mama at the kitchen and many more…….plus meeting others at al bayan club or other m’sian house when there r some gathering and celebrations…sadsadsad!
Plus ym n msn acting crazy!they said it’s because of the connection,,but it seems okay!can even chat with dibah last night,,a proper chat!and it’s thousandsss kilometer away~~ but just now it irritated me soo much cuz cant hv a proper chat with adik cuz I wanna know the latest news how is she doing and my 2 nieces over there~testing my patience again…n now I’m sitting here writing this to lessen my anger,,haha what a way……..

On top of that,,tomorrow’s parents teaching meeting,,plus BM exm,,n still not ready for maths ppr this Monday,,so stress since it contributed most of the GPA~god…n computing the next day,,which I hd messed up the practical,,how depressing,,u know y?cuz I could do the trial, and it’s the same thing; I mean what the applications are,excel and words,and we know how to do it,,but the practical was a disaster!o-m-g………...o-m-g,,,dunno how the lecturers will say bout me to ateh then reported to ayah n mama,,,since the trial rslts weren’t that good,,,we r so unprepared yada yada yada,,,they might think,I’m not capable of doing it,,yea maybe,could be..sometimes I feel like I’m getting slower or even stupid-er as I grow up since the exm results are deteriorating a.k.a declining,,dunno y,,I used to asked my dad,,n tell him bout this but he said “ur brain are getting better+smarter as u grow up”..well,,,..hmm..when it comes to class discussion,I could answer most of it,,so they think,oh “she’s okay~no probs at all!” but the examiner will see ur paper;the answer booklet;what u wrote,,they don’t know who u r,or what u really r,how well u perform in class n so on~,,,,,,,,,u see,I dont want to disappoint my parents,after what they hv done,what they hv spent and many more sacrifices they hd done,,I don’t want it to be wasted,,,they said “it’s okay,u’ve tried ur best,don’t be sad or disappointed if the results r not good”,,whenever I asked them to pray for my success when they called me..but u still want the best, correct?i really hope I could be like my friends,,where they r already on their way achieving their dream and on the safe,right path,,sometimes I’m very jealous of them,really,truly envy them..my my my..i really hope I could make my parents delightful,happy n proud of my achievements,,someday..

I always think of chipp's words,what she wrote on my fs comment,, “ all that starts well..ends well..insyaAllah...remember to DOA A LOT..and always have GOOD thot on ALLAH for whatever ALLAH gives you..” it soothed me somehow,when I was sooo down when something not favourable happened..hmm..yes u hv to accept the qada’n qadar,,but u can changed ur destiny on certain part,,even in Mr.Robin’s mail he sent me,he said “success will come to those who r hardworking”..see so many ppl trying to tell me and encourage me to think positively,even my english teacher several days ago when I was getting the English results told me to not think negatively when I told her I didn’t do good for her ppr..even in the journal we hv to write,she wrote something like “failure is a way to success” in one of my entry,,but I dunno,,u hv this thing in ur mind cuz u’ve been ‘hit’ by so many ‘tragedy’ that weaken u,,this remind me of As lvl,,god,,,was heart-broken,,,see..n now I don’t want to repeat the same mistake,the same results,the same thinking ppl view u…it’ll be like o-m-g,,no improvement,,wherever she goes,it’be the same..

So yeah..*blowing nose,,was a bit emo in the parents part* …now I’m repeating what I wrote in the As lvl entry,, “I dunno what’s God’s plan for my future”..
Ya Rabb,please give me the will n strength to keep moving on,please lead n guide me on the right path,please forgive me for any of my wrongdoing and please avoid any mishap from occurring to me,,and please don’t let me to never forget to thank U and appreciate any of ur blessings whatever the circumstances are..aaaminnnnnn :]

not meant to be

Not fated to be
Whenever they mention about it,it made me sad;guilty with what I’ve done to u,it was unintentionally.i was too naïve,don’t know how to react properly even though deep down in my heart I was delighted,content and joyful with the ongoing situation.but the impact afterwards was rather melancholic.sometimes 1 or 2 drops fall down when they remind me of it,sometimes I’m truly regretting it.that’s the problem when u have this ‘disease’ of how to express feelings well.and others,including u ;think of the other way round.i still remember the feeling/reaction when we were exchanging news.funny/sweet/bizarre texts from u made me grin.i could still recall portion of it;not going to write it here.and soon after that I found out something,which was unpleasant,but I can’t say anything or over react since there’s nothing to be argue of.and then just keeping track of it.hearing stories and stuffs.but oh well that’s your part.then later on,more interesting news.haha.and after so many years,when we met again the awkward feeling to approach and talk to each other still seems clear.the learning memories and other things when you drop by still lingered in my mind when I recall the past year’s events.but it’s too late now.no turning back.i could just save it as shards in my heart and mind to be recall someday so it could remind me how terrible I was and do not repeat it again,or even smile when it comes to the good part.that’s why were not fated to be.it is already destined that way perhaps.better person for each other for the rest of our lives,indeed.so no use of feeling remorse or anything.life goes on yada yada yada.haha.so the purpose of writing this is just to let go what I’ve kept for the past 4 years which they had trigger me this evening to spill it out by doing this,,so immature haha.