1st last exm

1st last exm.just hoping tht can go through it cz we cant really assimilate the content.it was an interesting subject yet ....i jst saw ur back when we're still sitting by the sideroad wall as ppl were hustling to go in. i dont know y at that moment Allah make me to lift my head n saw ur back walking passed us. and in the hall i just walk n straightly looking for my table to avoid seeing things i dont want to.even when we finished i thought u're there with ur gang when your fren were teasing T since the car was side by side,i was wrong n i found out cz i asked my fren last night, u're the latest,n my thought was- ah must be seeing that thing.cant u just text?gawd~!- i dont look at my right side to avoid seeing things u see.but i ended up had a very short eye contact w the driver, n at that time i think u just get in the car. n last night when P n M wanted to go there having dinner, i almost declined.but i pray hard that i dont bump onto u guys cz of that spot.even in the evening, when we passed the area u always be, i still hv the courage to look at it,  thank god i dont see anything.everytime i take wudhu' when it come to the face part i'll doa that Allah dont let me see things i cant bear. n i am truly grateful for it at times.n the recent news i heard about my dear fren H ,was sort of heart breaking,almost made me cry, why is she need to experience things i had to. its painful n i dont want any of my frens to go through that.man are bakayaro.be firm.improve ur imaan.Ya Allah, please guide us.