that moment

Wow.It's been a while.reading the post down there...it's been 2 years since that night.The night that had changed my life forever and it's still fresh in my mind. And u.ughh u; who I resent so much.yet still care.oh Allah !
Reading that line.."...so i could retreat peacefully." from the previous post.Oh how I already said it to myself yet HE already planned for you. Ya Rabb, please forgive me and grant YOUR blessing on us and those surrounding me who is having this heart disease; guide us Ya Rabb.Only YOU know us, YOUR lowly slave.

it's almost 2 years since the confession; 1+ year of promises & 8 months after the tragedy.from dedication of 'Aishiteru' song to reply of "Cukup cukup sudah" song. Sad,very sad.

oh puffyness today ; PMS+fam.stuff+memories